Chapter 1
Monday, October 23rd
Weaver Creek, British Columbia, Canada
Cindy parked in the clearing, shut off the engine
and waited. Around her, the forest was alive with sound, but
all of it soft,
subdued: the wind caressing Douglas fir, the murmur of water spilling
across a rocky bed. Then a shriek cut the air—an omen—and
she smiled. If eagles were circling, death was nearby.
She grabbed her field notes and slid from the van.
At the water’s edge she did a quick visual survey, counting
the number of sockeye females defending their redds. Then she stepped
back and scanned the shore. Just as she’d hoped. Rotting
corpses of spawned-out fish crowded the banks of the creek. She
willed her shoulders to relax, flipped open her yellow Rite-in-the-Rain
notebook, and wrote the date on the first empty page. She noted
the percentage of cloud cover just below the date, and notebook
still in hand, began to walk slowly along the bank, counting redds,
surveying numbers, and checking her downstream sites.
When she saw her enclosures she smiled again. For once they were
intact. Most mornings she arrived to find the posts up-ended and
the wire mesh flattened against the stream bed, evidence of the
scavenging bears that prowled the stream at night.
She continued down the creek to the gate, the
barrier that controlled fish entry into the spawning channel.
She edged her way out to
the middle. From there she could see that the holding tanks below
were full, salmon thrashing and squeezing their way through the
narrow slit that gave them access to the spawning stream. There
was an audible click every time one shot through, as the Fisheries
counters kept track of this year’s return.
Thank God the numbers were up. At least today she could work.
Back at the van she pulled on chest waders, made several more
notations in her field book, then picked up her dip net and transect
chain and headed for the stream. She was fully absorbed until half
an hour later when she heard a vehicle turn onto the spawning channel
road. Annoyed, she stood up and watched the entrance. Cindy preferred
to work alone or, if necessary, with her technician Dinah, but
to have to stop work and make small talk with some Fish and Wildlife
Officer, or worse, one of the locals, was a waste of precious time.
And with the bizarre returns on the stream this year, she had already
lost so much time that her research was in jeopardy.
She listened, thinking she would ignore whoever
it was, when she heard pebbles spray as the truck suddenly reversed
and accelerated
back down the road. Poachers who had seen her van? Could be. She’d
have to ask Eddie. She shrugged and got back to measuring the size
of gravel along her second transect.
She didn’t think of the vehicle again until
after 4:00 P.M. With hands and feet numb from the frigid water,
she dragged
herself out of the stream for a hot cup of tea. Sitting high above
on the bank, her hands wrapped around the thermos cup, she looked
across the stream and felt her stomach contract. There were distinctly
less salmon churning the waters. She was sure of it.
She hurried back to the van and peeled off her waders, replacing
them with sturdy hiking boots. The sun was just disappearing behind
Sumas mountain, and in the next few minutes the fragile autumn
warmth would vanish as the damp and cold of the water rose up to
permeate the air.
Down at the gate the counters were silent, the holding tanks
empty, and the pool beneath them deserted. There were no sockeye
coming up Weaver Creek. In an odd sort of way it was a blessing:
whatever was causing the periodic disappearance of the fish was
occurring at this very minute, somewhere on the river. She debated
the sense in following the stream down through dense forest so
late in the day, just when the bears were beginning their evening
rounds, but her research was at stake. The spawning season on this
stream was nearly over and it might be her only chance to discover
what was causing the problem.
Then she remembered the truck, and that clinched her decision.
She left the road and descended into the forest.
National Council for Science and Technology, Ottawa, Canada
It was an accident, the salmon investigation landing
in my hands: unexpected fallout from a particularly explosive
weekly meeting.
Or should I say weekly roundup. That’s what Bob—my
boss and Chief of Investigations—calls the Monday morning
staff meetings that he was forced to establish by management’s
latest business guru. Of course, according to Bob, he developed
the idea on his own.
"To improve two-way communication," he told us at the first meeting. "Make
sure you’re in the loop. That your fingers are on the pulse.
Empowerment. That’s the key word."
That particular Monday, I had arrived at the roundup
five minutes early so I could have my choice of seating. Our
conference room
is small, bland, and windowless with a large Formica-covered table
taking up virtually all the available space. I edged my way toward
the head of the table: Bob’s unchallenged domain. Once there,
I neatly arranged my files in front of his usual spot, placed a
precisely ordered list of my current projects conspicuously on
top of the stack of files, and slid into Bob’s chair. I sipped
my coffee and smiled.
Through the door I could see my colleagues begin to wander out
of their offices, stroll to the coffee machine, and congregate
in small pre-meeting discussion groups. Nobody was in a hurry.
Bob is always late.
Duncan was the first to drift in, and he gave
me a sly smile as he noted my position in the room. Both Duncan
and I have been
labelled as resistant and uncooperative, with a big dose of bad
attitude, in the face of our "renewal process." That’s because
we made the same error early on. During the staff input stage—the
one-to-one consultations with management—we both provided
candid and honest answers to the questions we were asked. Rather
than tell management what they wanted to hear—that everything
was fine and they were doing a great job and a little tinkering
and some new jargon should basically do the trick—we told
the truth. That fundamental change was needed, and change started
at the top. Oops. We came out of those meetings pegged as employees
with an unhealthy attitude who were afraid of change.
Since then, Bob had used the Monday meetings to
load up his two most undesirable employees with impossible projects
on ridiculous
deadlines, believing that we’d soon become discouraged enough
to seek employment elsewhere. He’d obviously missed the course
on Employee Evaluation: Harnessing the Hidden
Power. I had no intention
of quitting. I was ready to fight.
I gave Duncan my most charming smile and patted
the chair to my left. "Why don’t you sit here?" A common
front could be useful as the meeting unravelled.
He took in the neatly arranged files, the detailed
project list, and my charcoal grey, pinstriped suit. "No thanks. I’d
rather live through the meeting."
Wimp. Oh well. Not everyone was up to constant battle and confrontation.
I could understand that. Then I looked more closely. His hands
were empty: no files, no notebook, not even a pencil. Something
was going down.
"Duncan...?" But just then several of our junior colleagues arrived,
and I didn’t want to ask too much.
Bob finally made his entrance at 9:17 A.M. I bent over my files,
watching the movie unfold from the corner of my eye. Like a sleepwalker,
he blundered toward the head of the table. Then he saw me and stopped
abruptly, creating a mini tsunami that swept over the rim of his
coffee cup and came close to producing third degree burns on Conrad,
one of our young engineers. Conrad lunged forward just in time.
That seemed to wake Bob up, and he looked down at his hand, then
at the floor, then up at me, trying to take it all in.
Bob looks surprisingly like a Cabbage Patch doll,
and is often referred to as Mr. CP, or simply CP, by the secretaries
and clerks.
The effect was exaggerated this morning. His cheeks were rosy,
and his wispy, fair hair stood out in tufts around his head. The
fact that he was standing stock-still with a befuddled expression
on his face didn’t help. One of his bulging files had become
dislodged by the sudden stop, and was sliding, in slow motion,
to the floor. I looked up as if I’d just noticed his arrival
and turned on my thousand-watt greeting smile.
"Hi Bob. Have a good weekend?"
"I..." he stammered. "I..."
You could see the indecision do battle on his face. Should he
ask me to move? It was the power position in the room and he was
the boss. On the other hand, the new management style was horizontal
and non-hierarchical. Asking me to move might be interpreted as
a lack of commitment to the new principles. His eyes darted around
the room, looking for safe haven, and finally fixed on the empty
chair at the other end of the table. I was hoping that one of my
colleagues would have demonstrated their commitment to a non-hierarchical
structure by taking the other end-chair, but everyone was afraid
for their jobs. Conrad collected up the stray papers and handed
the file folder, now damp with coffee, back to Bob. Bob glared
at me, then edged his way to the chair at the other end of the
table. Once settled, he struggled to recoup his authority.
"So," he said heartily, "Everyone have a good
weekend?"
There was an murmur of affirmation around the table.
"Good. Great," he said. "Well... umm..." he shuffled the papers
in front of him. "I guess we can get on with it then. I went over
a few files this weekend..."
That meant that he culled the files that had been sitting on
his desk for at least a month and were now facing critical deadlines.
"... and there are some interesting biotechnology grant requests
that require background checks." He glanced around the room. "Anyone
up to that?"
"What’s the deadline?" That was Douglas.
Young. Keen. And with chronic ulcers at the age of 24.
"The deadline?" He spoke as if it was the first time he’d
ever heard the word."Oh. Let’s see..." He flipped open the
file, making a show of running his finger down the margin of the
first page. "Ahh... that would be Wednesday." Then he snapped the
file shut. "It’s a simple review really. Nothing complicated."
I tried, really I did, not to roll my eyes. No
science investigation is simple. It doesn’t matter if you’re looking at financial
irregularities or outright research fraud, you still have to search
the literature; sometimes you need to do site visits; and you often
have to review the material with experts in that field. Not surprisingly,
no one leapt forward to take on a boring project with an impossible
deadline. In the silence, Bob’s face suddenly lit up, and
his eyes rested on me.
"Morgan. Maybe you could handle this."
But I was ready. "No problem. I’ll just add it to my current
projects. However, as you can see," I held up my carefully prepared
list, "Wednesday is not a possibility. Unless you’d like
it as my first priority. Then I could get it done by Friday, that’s
if I can get a hold of reviewers. Of course, it will mean bumping
the deadlines of all the other projects you assigned me last week." I
smiled sweetly. "But whatever you’d like Bob."
"Let me see that list."
I passed it to Conrad who shot it down the table. Bob looked
it over, his lips moving as he passed from one item to the next.
Then he nodded.
"I don’t see a problem here. We’ll reassign your
current projects to junior officers. They need the experience anyway." His
smile was vanilla pudding. "And I have several other files of a
similar nature, and with similar deadlines, that I’d like
you to get started on right away."
I had the sensation of reeling backward, gasping
for air, as if I’d been punched in the solar plexus. So this was it.
This was how he was going to get rid of me. Pass me projects one
week, get me to do the leg work on every single one, then pull
them out from under me in the final stages, so that the report
would be written by (and the investigation attributed to) either
himself or one of his loyal lieutenants. Even though I hate the
guy I had to admit it was a brilliant scheme. And effective. I
was a senior investigator. My career would be ruined. I took a
deep breath and forced myself to centre and focus. He was no different
than an opponent in karate class, and I couldn’t afford to
show him that he had scored a hit. I kept my voice light and friendly. "Well,
you’re the boss Bob. If that’s how you want to handle
investigations—"
"It is."
"Of course, it’s very inefficient. And we’re likely
to really screw something up when the reports are being done by
someone not involved in the investigation—"
"I think the level of competence among the rest of the staff," he
paused, then swept his hand dramatically around the room, "is at
least as high as your own. Or wouldn’t you agree, Morgan?"
Duncan saved me from that one, bless him. "Is
this change in procedure permanent?"
Bob hardly bothered looking at Duncan. "In Morgan’s case?
Probably. She’s so efficient at the investigations stage,
why waste that talent compiling the final report." He shoved four
bulging folders toward me. "Friday for preliminary results."
A wave of depression almost swept me out into
the vast sea of despair that sits just beyond my consciousness.
I’d been
out-manoeuvred by an overgrown Cabbage Patch doll. Maybe it really
was time to leave. Just as the undertow was about to drag me into
open water I reached out, flipped open one of the files and scanned
the contents. It was a mess, with the most recent correspondence
dated over two months ago. I flipped quickly through the other
files. Same thing. It was nice to know that I could still depend
on Bob for at least some things. By now, he had moved on to other
pressing items, specifically, the merits of mocha java over Columbian
for our staff coffee machine.
"Oh Bob," I interrupted, raising my index finger. "Did
you receive these files recently?"
Bob looked up, annoyed. He fixed me with a stern
look, then dismissed me with a wave of his hand. "I can’t
remember the exact date. Not long ago."
Why didn’t I believe him. He tried to get back to the agenda—clarification
of the new rules governing sugar and milk privileges—but
I didn’t let him.
"Gosh," I said, loud enough to draw attention to myself. I had
one of the files open in front of me and, as I slowly turned the
pages, I punctuated each new page with a surprised murmur of disappointment. "Oh
my! Goodness, how did that happen? That’s just not possible.
And how will we deal with this?" All eyes were on me. When I was
good and ready I shook my head sadly and looked up at Bob. "Somebody
really screwed up in the director general’s office. These
files have been sitting on someone’s desk for at least six
weeks. That’s why they have impossible deadlines." I looked
meaningfully around the room. "Well, I don’t think we should
take this, do you?"
"No way."
"Not again"
"Bloody DG. We always take the blame."
I could see the sweat beading on Bob’s upper lip. "Just
get them done. ASAP!"
"Oh, I will." I paused for effect. "But I’ll also send
an e-mail to you, with a cc to the director general, confirming
the date that I received the files. Just so that our group isn’t
blamed for any delays."
People around the table nodded in agreement. Bob’s
face had gone an unbecoming shade of red, and his lips were a
tense
and quivering line in what passed for his chin.
"We’ll discuss it after the meeting. My
office."
"Excellent," I said, and closed the files in front
of me. I was going to skewer the bastard.
The meeting droned on. I tuned out, not really caring about the
latest memo from the DG or a circular from Treasury Board. I did
perk up when Bob finally turned to Duncan.
"So Duncan, doesn’t look like you have a lot on your plate
these days." Bob was almost snickering as he took in the empty
table in front of Duncan.
Duncan is tall and thin with an Alan Alda sort of natty look;
simple wool sweaters with matching wool or corduroy pants. Today
it looked like he, too, was playing cat and mouse, with Mr. Cabbage
Patch definitely cast as the rodent. However, like many rodents,
Bob seemed blissfully unaware of his place in the food chain.
Duncan smiled. "Sort of looks that way, doesn’t
it."
"Why, that’s wonderful, just dandy, because I have an urgent
file here, international involvement, politically sensitive, high
security clearance required, big money; and it involves a trip
to scenic Vancouver. It’s yours!" He could hardly contain
his glee. "Everything’s booked. You leave for Vancouver tonight."
If there had been an eighth dwarf named Nasty he would have looked
just like Bob at that moment. Duncan is a single father with two
kids under the age of six. Travel for him is a logistical and emotional
nightmare, and damn near impossible on such short notice. But Duncan
was unflappable.
"I don’t think so Bob." He paused, as if seriously considering
the proposal, then shook his head. "Nope: definitely not in my
stars this week."
Bob shot to his feet. "Are you refusing a project? You’ll
be disciplined. Possibly suspended. It’ll go on your record."
"I’m not refusing a project, Bob. I’m
refusing to work for you."
"What do you mean by that? You can’t refuse
to work for me."
Duncan rose unhurriedly from his chair. "I have another job,
and I’m afraid you’ll have to excuse me because I have
a lot of loose ends to pull together by the end of the day."
Bob’s first reaction was delight, but an instant later
reality set in, that being that he would have to cover for Duncan
on such short notice. "You can’t just walk out of here. You
need to give two weeks notice."
Duncan looked innocent. "But I start two weeks
vacation tomorrow. You approved it last month."
Bob is administratively challenged, and the idea
that he might remember signing a vacation request a month ago
was farcical. Bob
glared at Duncan who shrugged slightly and headed for the door.
I, of course, couldn’t hold myself back.
"Congratulations Duncan. What’s the new
job?"
He stopped, turned, and made an obvious effort—unsuccessful—to
keep a straight face. "The Minister’s office. Special Science
Advisor."
Everyone in the conference room gasped. Except me. It must have
been the tension because, try as I might to stop it, a grin spread
across my face. We all knew that Bob had applied for that job.
I didn’t miss a beat. "I’ll take the job in Vancouver," I
said, plucking the file from where it lay in front of Duncan’s
recently vacated spot. This job was a plum: a successful outcome
might even catapult me out from under Bob. I pushed the biotechnology
files back into the centre of the table, gathered up my things,
and stood.
"I’m sure your other highly competent staff members can
handle these... how did you describe them? Simple and straightforward
investigations." I glanced down at the new file and read the label: International Network for Pacific Salmon Population
Dynamics. I
almost laughed out loud.
"Perfect," I said in Bob’s direction.
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